The feelings I experienced while watching videos today were really profound, because I came from the Northwest. That deep sense of helplessness continuously surged from the bottom of my heart, and the feeling of inferiority has been with me since elementary school until now.
Northern county towns kill every young person.
Your knowledge, dreams, and understanding receive no echo here. You have no right to resist; you have only one task: to play a role well, a role that has already been set in stone.
You think, such a vast land cannot accommodate a tiny self.
You try to run wildly. But the boundless wilderness makes you lose your direction.
You try to escape. But after you go out, you always think of it.
You hate its stubborn thoughts, yet feel sorry for its wrinkled face. You dislike not being able to breathe here, yet long for its warm embrace.
You suffer, but you cannot change.